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gitz — Wed, 10 Jun 2009 19:44:39 -0000

thanks, friend. that really means a lot. [aside: me as a powerhouse made me laugh.]

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gitz — Wed, 10 Jun 2009 19:40:05 -0000

I think you're right about losing the fear... it makes a huge difference. [and I find it so funny that your 'h' is missing... made me laugh!]

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gitz — Wed, 10 Jun 2009 19:39:27 -0000

Thanks, auntie... that means a lot to me. So sorry I had to miss you last week, but it was a good decision to wait. Love you!

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gitz — Wed, 10 Jun 2009 19:38:34 -0000

thanks, sandy.

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Ubah — Wed, 10 Jun 2009 14:15:49 -0000

Hi Sara. I'm not sure if my comment to your email went through as my computer was being fussy so here it is again. And it did go through, I apologize for the 2nd copy.
Good morning Sara. Thank you so much for emailing me.
I love being pregnant. Its one of god's greatest miracles. But the depression that sometimes comes after it is hard. Man, can it wreck havic on your mind. And if you're not familiar with depression, which I wasn't back when I had my first child, then all these thoughts that race through your mind just drive you nuts because here you're thinking of hurting your children, which you love dearly, and then you think of hurting yourself because you want to hurt your kids and what kind of person are you for thinking that and you almost go nuts you know? Only through the grace of god did I get through that period reasonably sane and my child came through it alive and kicking and hurt one iota.
I have to tell you that I also read your blog every day even though I may not comment. Except for the last 3 months approx I didn't even read it because I had another baby near the end of February and with everything that goes on with have 2 children under the age of 2, I didn't keep up with lots of blogs. My list got downsized a lot. And I felt bad reading your blog because to me, here I was bitching about my state of life when I'd read about yours and you are dealing with a lot more than I am. So, once I got my act together persay, I started reading your blog and halleluiah for that. Thank you for bringing a smile to my face and for the commen sense which you bless us with and the canvasses which you make. I copied a couple of the pictures and put them on my blog.
And speaking of blogs, I do have one but its private. (I used to have a public one last year but I deleted it.) I will send you an invite (this means I have to find your email addy on your site) and if you wish to read it, you are more than welcome to. Then you can see my gorgeous rug rats.
May god give you the strength and patience to deal with your disease every day and may he also bless you for your blog and for coming into our households every day.
Hugs
Ubah

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Ubah — Wed, 10 Jun 2009 14:01:46 -0000

Good morning Sara. Thank you so much for emailing me.
I love being pregnant. Its one of god's greatest miracles. But the depression that sometimes comes after it is hard. Man, can it wreck havic on your mind. And if you're not familiar with depression, which I wasn't back when I had my first child, then all these thoughts that race through your mind just drive you nuts because here you're thinking of hurting your children, which you love dearly, and then you think of hurting yourself because you want to hurt your kids and what kind of person are you for thinking that and you almost go nuts you know? Only through the grace of god did I get through that period reasonably sane and my child came through it alive and kicking and hurt one iota.
I have to tell you that I also read your blog every day even though I may not comment. Except for the last 3 months approx I didn't even read it because I had another baby near the end of February and with everything that goes on with have 2 children under the age of 2, I didn't keep up with lots of blogs. My list got downsized a lot. And I felt bad reading your blog because to me, here I was bitching about my state of life when I'd read about yours and you are dealing with a lot more than I am. So, once I got my act together persay, I started reading your blog and halleluiah for that. Thank you for bringing a smile to my face and for the commen sense which you bless us with and the canvasses which you make. I copied a couple of the pictures and put them on my blog.
And speaking of blogs, I do have one but its private. (I used to have a public one last year but I deleted it.) I will send you an invite (this means I have to find your email addy on your site) and if you wish to read it, you are more than welcome to. Then you can see my gorgeous rug rats.
May god give you the strength and patience to deal with your disease every day and may he also bless you for your blog and for coming into our households every day.
Hugs
Ubah

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tam — Tue, 09 Jun 2009 23:28:54 -0000

have i commented before that i usually just sit and shake my head after reading your posts like this one.

you really are unlike anyone ive ever known. ever.

"I find that lamenting over all of those things only produces more lamenting. And I don’t want to live in a space that is taken up by the negative. It’s just simply not a fun way to live."

this is what makes you such a strong person and such a powerhouse to everyone you come in contact with. and i mean that in the most complimentary way. we all can, and should, be learning from you, gitz.

i love you.

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Susan — Tue, 09 Jun 2009 21:48:25 -0000

Sorry - the "H" key on my computer does snot always work, hence the typos!

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Susan — Tue, 09 Jun 2009 21:47:01 -0000

I have read you every day for some time now, as a fellow pain sufferer. I just learned how to comment! I tink that wen we are able to lose the fear that comes with pain, we are free to lead an intentional life, as you so aptly describe it. You are an inspiration! Keep up te good work of helping all of us.

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god-mother — Tue, 09 Jun 2009 20:25:05 -0000

Sara Anne,
Thanks for your blogs. I read them all and when I'm out of town or away from my computer, I catch up upon my return. This weeks sharings have been powerful and YOU. I'm so proud of you and your ministry on the blog. Idea for next week when on the letter B. How is Baby Stellan? I keep him and his family in prayer, too. I love you, Gitzen Girl.

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GranSan — Tue, 09 Jun 2009 19:53:25 -0000

Once again your courage, strength and amazingly positive outlook inspires me. As life challenges me, my prayer is that I'll approach any problem with the same positive thoughts.

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gitz — Tue, 09 Jun 2009 18:07:59 -0000

thanks, nancy... that's so appreciated.

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gitz — Tue, 09 Jun 2009 18:07:27 -0000

thanks, Kaycee... i hope even on the days where it's just a silly picture of the pup, it at least brings a smile. :)

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Nancy — Tue, 09 Jun 2009 17:17:37 -0000

Oh, I know so many people, including myself, who would live life so much differently if choose life was our motto! Thank you for all you do to make us all aware that even though this life is not always easy or even comfortable....we CAN choose joy. I count it a privilege to pray for you and just to know you and read your words!

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gitz — Tue, 09 Jun 2009 17:04:08 -0000

well, riley's not the worst image of me to have... he is the main attraction around here :)

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gitz — Tue, 09 Jun 2009 17:03:22 -0000

you all do a lot just by showing up, believe me. it gives me something to try for every day and that makes a world of difference.

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gitz — Tue, 09 Jun 2009 17:02:42 -0000

i think that "new normal" is the key... when we stop wishing for what was and dealing with what is, a lot of things improve. especially our outlook!

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gitz — Tue, 09 Jun 2009 17:02:01 -0000

thanks for that, Amanda. i always want to be truthful, but also want to spread the happy around more than the hard stuff... sometimes that's a weird line to walk!

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gitz — Tue, 09 Jun 2009 17:00:41 -0000

thanks, jessie... how are you feeling? that baby eased up on the exhaustion yet?!?! Hope you're feeling better each day...

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gitz — Tue, 09 Jun 2009 16:59:51 -0000

wow... that's a huge compliment. thanks for that.

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gitz — Tue, 09 Jun 2009 16:58:39 -0000

I'm feeling pretty blessed that you all show up every day. Thanks for that.

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gitz — Tue, 09 Jun 2009 16:58:20 -0000

those life goals have been more helpful to me than I realized they would be when I wrote them. it's helpful when I lose my focus...

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gitz — Tue, 09 Jun 2009 16:57:49 -0000

Thanks, girlie... just a heads-up: I have your giveaway package ready to send with my errand-lady on Friday, so it should come sometime next week I would think...

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gitz — Tue, 09 Jun 2009 16:56:13 -0000

Thanks for showing up everyday. I'm glad you're here, too!

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gitz — Tue, 09 Jun 2009 16:55:28 -0000

I'm sorry you're going through that, Ubah, but am so glad you know what's wrong and have help dealing with it. I can't imagine the toll pregnancy takes on a body, and am so glad we live in an age that recognizes that. Be patient with yourself [and know I get very little done before 4pm either] :)

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